Slow Screw

Standing against the fireplace, my head on the mantle near the row of candles, your fingers prepare me with oil, opening & dilating my ass so you can slide in. You enter slowly, dilating the sphincters as you penetrate further, deeper.
You slide out.
The stiff head of your dick points at me, I can feel it waiting for me to move.
My hips move into a slow roll, sliding slowly down on you, rolling slowly up... a slow grind...

A flashback to San Francisco, 1975, remembering just how much I loved those fine black spades, the good fuck they'd give me in a slow screw, taking my ass... it had been too long since a man took me like this (more recent experiences more like rape, unpleasant). Remembering once again just how good it could be...

You slide out, then slowly entering me fully, over and over again, the ecstasy of a slow screw driving me crazy, I'm so feline : oh yeah, oh baby, oh honey, so deep, oh yeah, oh please, oh sugar, oh honey, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh baby.... viens, viens, viens en moi, ah oui, viens maintenant, oh yeah, so deep, oh baby, oh sugar...

Slow Screw VF

Debout contre la cheminée, ma tête s'appuie contre le manteau près des bougies, tes doigts me préparent avec de l'huile, ouvrant et dilatant mon cul pourque tu puisses t'y glisser. Tu entres lentement, dilatant les sphincters lorsque tu me pénètres encore plus loin, encore plus profond.
Tu te retires.
La tête si raide de ta bite se pointe vers moi, je ressens qu'elle attend que je bouge.

Mes hanches se déhanchent dans un roulement indolent, glissant si lentement sur toi pour ensuite se mouvoir vers le haut… un déhanchement incroyablement lent…

Flash-back à San Francisco, 1975, je me rappelle ô juste combien j'aimais ces jeunes beaux blacks, la bonne baise qu'ils me donnaient dans une pénétration lente, prenant mon cul… ça faisait trop longtemps qu'un homme me prenne comme ça (des expériences récentes plus proches des viols, désagréables). Je me souviens de nouveau juste comment ça peut être si bon…

Tu te retires, pour ensuite te plonger entièrement en moi, encore et encore, l'extase indolente de cette baise me rend dingue, je suis si féline : oh yeah, oh baby, oh honey, so deep, oh yeah, oh please, oh sugar, oh honey, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh baby.... viens, viens, viens en moi, ah oui, viens maintenant, oh yeah, so deep, oh baby, oh sugar...

Animal

J'adore sentir ton excitation dans tes mouvements, ta respiration...Comme quand tu me fouettais férocement et me doigter à répétions..
Animal, à l'attaque.
Même si je n'étais pas attachée, en tenant ma posture avec les mains derrière ma tête, le regard baissé, j'étais ta captive.

My BDSexM

My BDSexM : Approaching it with an open heart. Finding connectedness. Intention. Feeling the energy thru the nerve of the snake, his energy. Circulating, giving & taking. Creating a whole. Love.
Not debased but sacred. An art, a discipline. Seeking the animal soul.
En arabesque contre la fenêtre.

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Over the years, there's been much debate in my blog over the "dilemma" of love and BDSM.
I've spoken of my "ideal" of a couple in a D/s relationship. I've abandoned it, only to reclaim it again, finally deciding that it's what suits me the best, that gives me the most total pleasure.

I no longer care if it's not "pure" BDSM, excluding sex. But where is the edge ? For example, when a Mistress fists her slave, is it not a sexual act ?

I've been told that a "pure" masochist seeks out the pleasure of the sensations, indifferent to the person on the other end of the crop.
It's always been impossible for me to express myself in that way - I need the connection to the D/.
I can find some pleasure playing with friends, for fun, but I need and crave the exceptional alchemical bond that takes me higher.

With D'Ange, expressing our sexual, animal side combined with BDSM is very fluid, and I find no problem with living it this way. I love it ! And I feel totally fulfilled in this relationship.

Animale, nos corps trempés du sexe, fuckage et fouettage ... Mmmm, que j'adore notre BDSexM !
I want to be fucked by you, again & again & again !!! And whipped by you, again & again !!!
The magic of it, the beauty of how I feel with you.

Son musc

Son musc si enivrant, phéromones intoxicantes,

dans ses bras je l'inspire, pénétration cellulaire.